James Routledge, founder of Sanctus

Opinion

February 3, 2025

Founders: be more selfish

Running yourself into the ground will hurt you — and your startup — in the long-term

James Routledge

5 min read

“I’m not enjoying my job.”

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James Routledge

James Routledge is an entrepreneur, writer and coach. He is the founder of Sanctus, Author of 'Mental Health at Work' and coach to startup founders who want to scale and enjoy the ride.

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